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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

yesterdae was a disaster dae for me.
oh well, thanks to esther ye for makin me sad.
around 11pm i went over to janelle house..
we smoke downstairs den jan sae she miss tingwen.
sae wanna sneak in school..so a cab came ,
we pulled charlotte into the cab..
den we just take to school..
charlotte waited outside.
me n janelle climb the gate up the primary sch..
den its oreadi 12midnight..jan sae she saw
a nun..im liike so scare.but for her tingwen sake,
we went in..we run..n get scared by adele n sandra..
we have no more escape to go.
cuz they lock up all the staircase..
den we have no choice bbut to jump down the building..
we were like at the cca foyer..den have to jump down to
basketball court.i was so scare..
i called esther..but i dunno wad is on my mind.
when i seat up dere,it was den tt i realise..
i come bcuz of sum1 sake.just to see her.
i saw her but veron catch me n den i have to run away.
i didnt manage to hug her etc..so yupp..
i sat there..to jump..is bcuz of *her sake.
i muz let go..thats why i just seat up dere..
n suddenly i just jump down.
gosh,im cryin out in pain now..
help me!haiiss..i tink my mummy bringin me go doc..
haiiss tmlx..pls bless me alright,..
esther cant even be bothered with me!
help!im in pain now.haiiss..
im smokin..i feel so sad..haiiss...

as i junp,im just thinkin

of saein goodbye to u.

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4:23 AM

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